Sunday, 18 February 2007
2:27 am
im at h0me 0nce again.. like sheesh finali! if n0t im 0nly seen at w0rk & i'll 0nly b wearing BLACK!! i despice dat c0lour n0w tks t0 w0rk c0s b0th wrkplaces expects me t0 b unif0rmed in black. ugh! digustingly un-impressive.. ap0logises c0s dis is g0na b a l0ng bl0g. niwaes, i pick him up frm werk yesterday but he seemed estranged by me! like wat d hell! if u d0nt like my presence, tell me strait 0ff hand.. u d0nt need t0 hide it. even if i cant take it, all i c0uld ever d0 is t0 bite my lips real hard & scream deep within..
kk, we'll talk abt d 16 feb 1st.. i werk as per n0rmal & went f0r late night dinner wif my dear family at d new newt0n circus f0odcourt. d f0od wasnt bad th0ugh c0s i expected d w0rst! whakaka!! im a meanie.. :X bef0re dat, we went d0wn t0 Mustafa.. went 0n a basic needs sh0pping spree. k, i admit we g0t a lil carried away til we b0ught a new SCANNER!! it was me & my br0's idea! keke.. we need it desperately.. haha! i wana eat d satay again, superbly mouth watering..
i reli enj0yed16 feb, werk was great but entirely tiring c0s b0ss came d0wn & rearranged evryting wich lead us t0 wrking 5 times faster. i felt sick c0s i havent eat at all & im running like idi0t evryware. darns! but im c0ol. just feel lethargic wen i had to walk ard Mustafa but gerek c0s get t0 cuci mate abit. :P k, n0w we shall c0nt abt yesterday & h0w upset i was!
i came t0 pick hunn up early c0s i s0rta hitch-hike my bestie's fren's bike.. i didnt wana b late c0s bef0re dat i went f0r keje kahwin.. s0 dis guy sent me til viv0. dats sweet, i 0we him 0ne. wel, i rch viv0 & chat wif farhan, askin abt my nxt schedule. j0ke abt bef0re rushin t0 t0ilet. waited til 4:30pm.. wel, d least he cud d0 was t0 say>>hi bie, tks f0r pickin me up 0r smth. but n0, he jus l0oked at me asking me t0 wait & walked 0ff. like wat?.. d0nt i at least get a HI!! d least i did wen u pik me up frm werk was t0 giv u a kiSs. i bet i d0 deserve s0me appreciati0n. hmpff.
nvm dat. aft he changed, he didnt even came up t0 me.. he walked s0o0o far!! wat? ashamed daat im ur gf?.. like wats d issue?.. if u'r s0 embarassed dat im ur gf, wats d use 0f making me URS?! i d0nt get it. i didnt even get ap0logise f0r dat. terrible. utterly disappp0inted. aft dat, he even said smth dat pierced me hard. i've never been hurt by him bef0re & i never expected dat he'll d0 dat. shud i ever f0rgive him?.. )): he tried t0 make my day thru0ut in viv0 til harb0ur fr0nt & bck t0 viv0. watch d sunset in silence 0n d r0oft0p..
aft d sunset, chat f0r a while bef0re we head 0ff t0 ys.. bump int0 his fren at d intrchnge. eeuww.. kk, b0ard 855 & still angry wif him but tried t0 hide it.. & his buddy wana mit him s0 i jus tag al0ng. hang 0ut at maC & listen t0 lame j0kes. met s0me 0f his 0ther frens. maC incident ( cant tell, super sick! ugh!! ). dey acc0mpanied me while i wait f0r 852. bus came s0 i 'climbed 0ff' aft d bus. sat in d bus tinking abt my future in studies & hiim. will der b any 'US' wen p0ly starts? will der b any 'US' wen we are b0th 0ccupied wif werk?.. will 'US' end s0meday?..
This is Love,
right?