Sunday, 7 January 2007
11:52 pm
shesh. i dun0 wat my life wud b if he aint ard.. he makes my day m0st 0f d time.. he's like my bestfren, 0nly ting.. we'r m0re den dat. its makes me tremble tinkin abt d day if either 0f us starts changin & d feelin is g0ne.. f0rever. just like dat. aft all d m0ments we spent tryna h0ld 0n 2 dis chemistry.. dun wana tink abt it n0 more. it makes me w0rry abt d future & wat it brings.. he 0nce t0ld me.."ur past is my sympathy, ur future is my resp0nsibility". dats d heart-pr0voking ting i've evr heard.. l0ve. shwiit..
having n0thing 2 d0 d wh0le aftnun since my parents & my sis went 2 keje kahwin while my br0 went 0ut wif his fren.. my h0ney was 0ut wif his fren 2 get s0me stuff. im al0ne & all i cud d0 is entertain my kitty cat. she's a dear. sleepin bside me while i use d c0mputer. aww.. ad0rable. wel, my dearest called askin whether i wana mit up wif him since he misses me.. sh0ots. i misz him truckl0ads. i just wana see his face.. it d0esnt matter where we g0, jus as l0ng as he's ard.. im feel secured & l0ved.
funny ting was.. his fren's gf was frm d same sec as i was.. haha! c0incident. i wasnt cl0se 2 her but she was in tarian 0nce wen she was in sec 2. she's a gdfren 0f carina. well, planned 2 mit him at 5:30pm at d bt btk buzst0p. he was s0 cute, wat an image. imagine>> bermudas, sneakers, smart l0ng sleeved t0p & listenin 2 his psp dat he jus changed d c0ver..?.. weird but stylish l0ok. he's mine! im n0t sharing.
well we didnt kn0w wat 2 d0 s0 we t0ok 106 til prinsep st. b0ught pringles, walked pass blend inn cafe & b0arded 857. by den, its alrdy ard 7+. reached ys, b0ught drink & went 2 0ur fav destinati0n. its a secret. laze ard til ard 9:26pm b4 he sent me 0ff 2 d buzst0p 2 g0 h0me. he's such a switheart. treasure him s0 much. 3rd best aft my family; 1st & nurani nadiah; 2nd. btw,we cudnt stand s0me idi0tic c0uple starin at us. freakin hell. l0athe eu dumbness..
s0 yaa.. buz came quite fast. b0ard it & fell asleep. t0o exhausted.. reached bt btk, i saw my c0usin, hafiz under d blk wif his fren. like hell0?.. its 11+ & tmr he's sch0olin but he's under d blk chilling 0ut. wat d hell!! nvm. i went h0me & msged wif zulfadly. pri skul buddy. haha.. dats all guys.. im d0ne!..
This is Love,
right?