Tuesday, 9 January 2007
10:31 pm
i had 2 g0 2 d s'p0re general h0sp 2 c my granny.. smth is wr0ng wif her ribcage area. an internal pain & d d0c is d0ing d scanning fr her.. prayin fr her, h0ping fr d best. it was ard 4:25pm dat i rch der.. my relatives wer der earlier as per n0rmal. i had 2 wait fr my sis 2 return h0me frm sch0ol.. wat an amazement! i cud finali wear d pants dat was b0ught back wen i was 0nly 12.. back den i was sh0rt & plump. n0w?.. i m perfected. jus need a lil m0re b0dy t0ning. :)
i w0re d beige pants, br0wn heels, shades & a dirty br0wn t0p.. hawt! fat h0pe la dila.. aft visitin my aunt, i had 2 rush & mit my dearest. my mummy wana wear my heels s0 i had 2 trade fr a dark br0wn pumps. hmpff! ugly, d c0lour didnt match at all. t0o abstract. n0 ch0ice s0 i t0ok 851 der.. in d bus, der was like dis 4 matrips sittin at d back & d 0nly sit left in d bus was d 0ne in fr0nt 0f dem. i was lethargic s0 i jus sat der. dis m0rons kept kickin my chair, pissed me 0ff. wen i rch my destinati0n, i turn & t0ld dem 0ff. den an0ther mat in fr0nt 0f me kept smiling at me, watevr f0r.. i aint sure. at d bus exit, i bump int0 a malay guy. i said s0ri & he kept saying,'eu 0k tk?..tkde pape?..baik-baik tau.' err. 0k. i kn0w?.. d bus jerk s0 i l0st balance. sweet 0f hiim..
met my darling.. he w0re green c0s its he's fav c0lour. durh! we planned 2 g0 2 d library but changed c0s we wanted 2 pik s0meone up. but dat guy left s0 we went 2 amk. b0ught vanilla ice blended, 2 cheese waffle & 2 creamy puffs. wen i said creamy, i mean reli very extremely creamy. we g0t quite nausea c0s t0o many cream.. he ended my spittin 0n d graSs. hah! m0nkey busineSs. he had d puff 0n my n0se.. cream n0se. whakaka!! lame but it s0 fun. it may seem like we'r deprived frm childh0od but we'r n0t. hahaahahahaa!! d didnt kn0w wat 2 d0 so he sent me 0ff h0me ard 9+. we t0ok 852.. talkin abt d time we 1st met & h0w we sat, laughin j0kin abt basicali evryting.. f0nd mem0ries.
s0metimes ur heart keeps questi0nin whether he's fr real.. i cant say fr n0w c0s its been 0nly a wk & eu cant reli tell.. but i trust d fct dat he's fr real. having g0ne thru failed r'ship & feeling d pain. nvr wana g0 thru dat again.. i l0ve hiim s0 much. we sat under my blk til ard 10+. it jus felt s0 empty if he had 2 leave fr h0me. wishin he wud stay, but he cant. he has 2 g0 h0me. heart t0uchin c0s he still sent me h0me evn wen he's ezlink's like l0w on cash. tankiu huNz. he went h0me, i bathe & changed 2 my pjs. d m0ment we spent 2dae may seemed sh0rter den usual but d crazy tings we did was all w0rthwhile.. im 0ff 2 my heaven c0atted bed..
This is Love,
right?