Sunday, 21 January 2007
10:19 pm
i dun0 wat im supp0sed 2 resp0nse t0 watevr we jus c0nverse 0n d ph0ne. im t0o stunned ): i appauled by wat jus happen, let me rewind.. he said,' lets n0t c0ntact fr a week..' wat? h0w d0 u assumed i cud c0pe wif dis? ): i cant help it. its like g0in thru t0o much c0mplusi0n. my heart cant take it.. dun feel like g0in 2 werk rite n0w )): my intuiti0ns wer rite.. we need 2 break free frm each 0ther but.. n0t c0ntacting fr a WEEK!! im f0rl0rn. i need eu bie.. pls. i cant bear n0t 2 c0ntact u fr a week. even a sec i cant endure..
are eu fr real?.. u'r like my endless 0bsessi0n. i've best0wed my undying l0ve up0n u al0ne.. n0 else hav managed 2 stray me away frm euu.. when im afraid l0sing gr0und & my w0rld's g0n crazy.. u make me hav faith dat evrytings g0na change wif u ard.. ur l0ve has been d m0st amazing ting dat has evr happen 2 me. it's inspired me 2 strive fr my dreams.. i kn0w dat watevr i d0, i'll hav u by my side.. i turned 2 u wenevr im in need. pls.. im sheding tears as if its d end 0f d universe. cant help it, i dun0 wat i'll d0 with0ut u.. ):
mayb we mit t0o 0ften.. d evryday c0nversati0ns, t0o much 0f dat. i'd d0 anyting jus as l0ng as u dun disappear frm a week. it grieving.. we'll werk tings 0ut. i assure u.. i dun0 h0w but i'll tink 0f a s0luti0n. i cant b apart frm u.. u'r t0o preci0us. hais.. i gtg b g0ing. my relatives are 0ver at my place 2 c'brate haziqah's bdae & my nenek stayin 0ver t0o. shud l0ok happy in frnt 0f dem.. i'll try. btw, im writing dis at 1:36pm. get it published at night.. )):
This is Love,
right?