hey pe0ple.. i w0ke up t0o early 2day evnth0u i slept at 3:15am.. mus b smth wr0ng wif my brain. shucks. haha.. as usual, wenevr i sleep late it means im 0n d ph0ne talkin 2 my hubby. a day with0ut havin a late night c0nversati0n seems hardly imp0ssible. we'r addicted!.. he hasnt t0p up his prepaid.. its upsettin c0s he calls my hp & his ph0ne bill am0unt is s0 g0na sh0ot up.!!.. 0uh h0ney.. t0p up s0on. plsh.. pity ur daddy..

we talked abt d lamest stuff p0ssible.. like d fact dat im wrappin my br0's txtb0ok wif d plastic tingy.. haha. we talked abt d bl0odified c0uple wh0 cant st0p staring. he's english! argh! can mati.. g0od w0rds but wr0ng usage. cute. talkin abt wat life's g0na b like if he g0es f0r Ns. i dread dat w0rd. its n0t dat i dun trust him.. its jus dat, i wudnt wnt hist0ry 2 b repeated. jamal & me wer 2gether f0r 2m0nths b4 he entered Ns.. & he changed. many 0ther pe0ple i kn0w, t0ld me abt their experiences t0o. its either d girl 0r d guy dat will change. i s0 dun0 wan l0se him.. all i hav left is him 2 c0nfide in bside my family.

i n0 l0nger hav nadd. imisz her!! :'(. h0w l0vely she l0oked b4 she began l0sing s0 much weight & jus left.. nvr g0na return again. til time ends, i'll b h0ldin 0n 2 her mem0ries.. i l0ve eu nadd. we'll mit s0meday wen d w0rld ends.. 0ur hearts will b united 0nce again.. i cant face her family. if d0, i start breakin d0wn tinkin abt her & d times we shared in sec sch.. d dumb tings we did..

i pray dat i w0nt changed.. i'll 0nly changed f0r d better 0f d b0th 0f us.. u'r 2 special f0r me 2 let g0.. i wudnt wnt eu 2 b part 0f my hist0ry. i wnt eu as my future.. d 0ne man dat i'll l0ok 4wrd 2 each & evry time.. we talked abt 0ur pri & sec sch days.. h0w different we are frm n0w. d kind 0f pe0ple we hang 0ut wif.. 0ur p0pu;arity level.. ahaks! it kept my mind 0ff d future f0r a while.. we laughed at h0w nerdy we wer back den.. it was a sweet mem0ry kinda t0pic.. but, time flies s0 fast wen u'r enj0yin a l0ved 0ne's c0mpany.. we end d talk. his turn 2 hang up.. yeah. 2 m0re days & it'll b my turn.. i l0ve eu bie.

im hungry.. n0 f0od. nvm. diet til d f0od is c0oked.. hehe! ibu, quick masak.. im hungry..