Sunday, 14 January 2007
12:42 pm
hah! we finali figured 0ut wats d pr0b dats been haunting us.. lame but its bc0s we care abt each 0ther t0o much dat we dare n0t tell dem dat dey'r d0in smth wr0ng. s0metimes, we 0verpleased each 0ther til it bc0mes a nuisance. its dumb, i kn0w. we changed evrsince d 1st 0f jan. mayb we wer s0 used being frens & d sudden change hit 0n us.. wel, at least we d0 kn0w y n0w.
but i assure u dat dis w0nt end c0s it'll keep happening again & again. its s0 hard 2 tell ur l0ved 0ne dat dey'r d0in smth wr0ng bc0s u'r afraid dat u might hurt their feelings badly. s0 basicali, u'r stuck in a situati0n 0f either 2 take 0r leave. it sucks badly. c0s im l0ving him t0o much dat i cant bear 2 see him hurting 0r unhappy. if he is, it feels like i didnt d0 my j0b well. i l0ve hiim. s0 so much.. at times, i put him b4 myself. i'd rather suffer dat 2 see him hurt.
h0ney.. h0pe u'll undrstnd.. i wana save dis r'ship badly. i dun want it 2 g0 d0wn d drain. aft all d c0mplicati0ns we wen thru.. i trust dat u dun want us 2 b separated rite?.. its 0k. i pr0mise u dat we shall have a 0ne 2 0ne c0nversati0n & we wil deal wif dis pr0b k?.. n0 matter h0w l0ng it takes, im n0t g0nna give up 0n u easily. i've given u my pr0mise. (:
This is Love,
right?