Wednesday 7 March 2007
12:14 am
seri0us h0ney, u've g0ne wayy 0verb0ard n0w.. i reli d0 tink dat u shud b m0re matured. shudnt u b a lil m0re practical instead 0f criticizin ppl in their bl0gs?! cm0n, u'r embaraSsin me & entirely bringin my name d0wn. pls lissa, i knw u undrstnd wat i mean. u'r 0ld enuff 2 tink wats g0od & bad fr euu.. u wudnt wana ruin ur reputati0n right?.. pls, wrk wif me in dis..
haiss.. ppl, cud u jus gimme a m0ment 2 spare a th0ught fr myself?.. all i ever cared abt is 0ther ppl's difficulties dat i'd end up f0rgettin mine.. ( p.s. i tk maksud u k syg? u'r definitely d 1st dat i'll c0nt. caring abt..) my family & b0yfie's an excepti0n c0s dey'r d 1st in my life. i l0ve dem d m0st. perhaps uncertainty is getting penetrated int0 my bl0od veSsels dat its making me t0o pre0ccupied.. cant seem 2 put my finger 0n d matter.
1stly, d lissa-cant-st0p-tagging-ppl issue.. 2nd, my devastated & unprevailing future wif studies. 3rd, d c0mplexed life 0f having a bf & maintainin d rship eventh0ugh ders always 3RD PARTIES dat will try t0 pull us apart. i wana rest, i need a life & i definitely dun NEED idi0ts 2 add 0n my burden.. futherm0re, b0th wrkplaces hasnt given me my 0verdue paycheck. sickening. im quitting paperppl.. management is s0o un0rganised & n0t pr0mpt.. indespicable.
truly, i need a vacati0n but imp0ssible c0s im cashleSs!! *screams* hate being br0ke! darls leaving me s0on fr a vacati0n wich i cant c0me al0ng.. *s0bb* its 0k, i'll b fine. u kn0w i will right? 9 march, t0o s0on.. *sighs* 4 days, i'll b waiting fr ur return.. my future's s0 s0 sl0omy. n0thing seems t0 b l0oking great 0r d least, g0od. feeling detrimented. n0w all my english v0cab will c0me out.. im in need 0f a place wher i cud b left in tranquility.. ~hmmm
haiss.. ppl, cud u jus gimme a m0ment 2 spare a th0ught fr myself?.. all i ever cared abt is 0ther ppl's difficulties dat i'd end up f0rgettin mine.. ( p.s. i tk maksud u k syg? u'r definitely d 1st dat i'll c0nt. caring abt..) my family & b0yfie's an excepti0n c0s dey'r d 1st in my life. i l0ve dem d m0st. perhaps uncertainty is getting penetrated int0 my bl0od veSsels dat its making me t0o pre0ccupied.. cant seem 2 put my finger 0n d matter.
1stly, d lissa-cant-st0p-tagging-ppl issue.. 2nd, my devastated & unprevailing future wif studies. 3rd, d c0mplexed life 0f having a bf & maintainin d rship eventh0ugh ders always 3RD PARTIES dat will try t0 pull us apart. i wana rest, i need a life & i definitely dun NEED idi0ts 2 add 0n my burden.. futherm0re, b0th wrkplaces hasnt given me my 0verdue paycheck. sickening. im quitting paperppl.. management is s0o un0rganised & n0t pr0mpt.. indespicable.
truly, i need a vacati0n but imp0ssible c0s im cashleSs!! *screams* hate being br0ke! darls leaving me s0on fr a vacati0n wich i cant c0me al0ng.. *s0bb* its 0k, i'll b fine. u kn0w i will right? 9 march, t0o s0on.. *sighs* 4 days, i'll b waiting fr ur return.. my future's s0 s0 sl0omy. n0thing seems t0 b l0oking great 0r d least, g0od. feeling detrimented. n0w all my english v0cab will c0me out.. im in need 0f a place wher i cud b left in tranquility.. ~hmmm
p.s. h0ney, call me s0on ya?..
i mish u dearly.. l0ve euu
This is Love, right?
Monday 5 March 2007
10:19 am
The Anti-Drug Abuse Dance Competition
updati0n t0 d 3 0f march p0st.. my sis dance perf0rmance. h0pe u guys will enj0y. d s0unding isnt very clear & d pic is rather shakey. due t0 s0me disturbance..
updati0n t0 d 3 0f march p0st.. my sis dance perf0rmance. h0pe u guys will enj0y. d s0unding isnt very clear & d pic is rather shakey. due t0 s0me disturbance..
This is Love, right?
Saturday 3 March 2007
9:47 pm
t0day was uber gr8!! i didnt regret d fact dat i w0ke up early.. i went t0 watch my sis perf0rmance in united sq. its d anti-drug abuse dance c0mp fr d pri skuls.. ad0rable lil creatures!! dey'r like s0 tiny but d are d b0mb! pumping up & dwn like d w0rld ev0lves ard dem..
d c0mp was a real drag actuali c0s s0me skul's perf0rmances didnt hav any anti-drugs msgs at all.. s0me l0oked as if dey'r g0in fr a slumber party!! ridicul0us. my mum & i came t0 lianhua pri ard 11:30am t0 help d cheerleaders wif d makeup & hair styling. my fav s0 i did my best!! :)) glad dat dey l0ved it.. d bus was rather cramp s0 i had t0 sit bside dis b0y. u kn0w h0w kids behave wen girls are ard.. childish sec 1's.
niwae, we rch united sq & all 0f us wer eager t0 watch a perf0rmances. i l0ve certain grps as dey perf0rmed reali well.. energetic, i say. while waiting fr my sis turn t0 perf0rm, i grab a c0uple 0f snaps wif her. unf0rtunately, its in my fren's cam. darn, get it upl0aded asap. pr0mise. aft dat, my aunt & family came dwn.. we planned t0 get lunch c0s its 0nly 12+ & my sis is perf0rming ard 2pm. we went t0 prata cafe.. f0od was c0stly & wasnt s0 tasty. i jus l0ved d mil0 shake. shake uh.. :) haha, t0ok pic wif ibu!!
aft lunch, i saw d instruct0rs & it was my frens frm d BFC! w0ah, l0ved u guys. misz d times wher we spent like d wh0le day at YP huh? duncha?.. c ya ard k anip & wan. well, wen my sis grp came 0ut t0 perf0rm.. i rmbr d wh0le lianhua pri supp0rters were screaming 0ur heads 0ff! cheerleader wif drums & trumpets.. n0isy peeps, my fav!ever p0pped 0ut in 0ur heads at all.. t0o energised by d excellent ch0re0graphy. gr8 c0ordinati0n t0o.
futherm0re, it t0ok dem a wh0le 1 m0nth t0 learn d steps & get in mastered! i l0ve my sis.. all 0f dem did their steps pr0perly & wif full m0mentum. during rehearsels, dey f0oled ard. but it paid 0ff.. im ecstatic. reali, i was numb fr w0rds! we cheered we clapped. it cudnt pair up wif d sh0w dat dey put up fr us.. tks LHP. & d sweating masc0t.. :p i cant believe dat dey cud d0 such a w0nderful & grueling steps.. brav0 u kids. flaunt ur stuffs..
still beaming, my aunt, uncle, c0usins & mum went ard sh0pping fr l0tions & anti-dark circles. basicali, typical girls face pr0ducts t0 prevent pimples & acne! we f0und a wh0le junk while i f0und apples! hah! b0ught drinks but evryting had t0 b snap, snap c0s result releasing s0on!! ugh! we came & d kids wer making s0o0o much n0ise abt d masc0t 0nly making d 2nd placing. dey wer feeling disheartened abt dat wen....
we heard d judge said," in 1st place g0es t0.. LIANHUA PRI SCH!!" i was dumbf0unded! like wat d f*** my sis skul w0n! i was screaming & jumping while hugging my mummy. i den ran 0ff t0 inf0rm my aunt abt it as she was rushing h0me since my c0usin, azizi, wasnt feeling well ): p0or ting u dear. i came bck & saw my sis. she hugged me & we wer jumping like madneSs had been inflicted in united sq.. yea! dey made it.. & dey are taking part fr d 1st time s0me m0re.
gr8 eff0rt u guys.. keep it up! yeah. we c0llected d prezzies & sent dem 0ff t0 lunch aft dey had their ph0to taking by d preSs. piZZAs!! d seaf0od, i l0iike.. i ate a slice, cutting dwn y'all.. :'(( g0tta l0se th0se buldge! we gathered dem up & had a final maj0r grp ph0to fr d HAPPY FEET CREW!! l0vely pic.. i didnt take dis ph0to th0ugh, i was giving d signals.. ((:
h0pe u guys will g0 far in ur dreams & paSsi0n. i'll keep supp0rting u peeps. rawk on. haha.. btw, i hav t0 make a dedicati0n t0 my disgusting ex-b0yfie wh0 is my bestie N0W! kau iritating sak fiQ tpi tk mengape.. i wisH u a HAPPY 18th BiRTHDay!! btw pantat, kau skg da 0ld s0 i want my duit RAYE!! :)) dis is ur fav pic as requested, u dumb aSs n0nsense. but i still l0ve ya.. BFF ya? rmbr huh wat we pr0mise?.. tkcr 0f syaza tau..
haha!! da, puas? tgk lah gbr kau yg tk hencem tu puas puas ye.. keke! i enj0yed my day t0day & waiting fr my b0yfie t0 call.. i mish hiim dearly. s0 many tings t0 tell him, i supp0se unleSs he reads dis bl0g 1st. l0ve ya huNn.. meet eu tmr..This is Love, right?
Thursday 1 March 2007
12:48 pm
d0 u tink he's faithful enuff?.. is he f0r real?.. shud i c0ntinue putting up wif dis r'ship?.. evrytime i tink abt us, i tink abt h0w uncertain 0ur future is. im l0st right n0w. n0t sure 0f wh0m t0 trust, wh0's taking me seri0usly & if any0ne has ever realised dat i d0 care abt them? its driving me senseleSs.. im in n0 p0siti0n t0 c0mplaint much since im having health pr0bs. flu, headache, c0ugh, s0re thr0at, st0mach cramps, etc.. im finali STRESS!! need maj0r help.. shud i call yahui?.. she might b able t0 guide me.. nah! i'll c0ntinue t0 tink abt us. mayb we'r n0t ready f0r d r'ship.. maybe, jus maybe.. we'r better 0ff 0n 0ur 0wn. 5yrs later perhaps, evryting will b al0t simpler & chances dat tings will w0rk 0ut f0r us will b higher.. pls agree wif me h0ney, i need a sense 0f asSurance.. )):
This is Love, right?
